So I guess tonight is my last night in this area. I finally saw the new house tonight, and it's okay I suppose. I really don't care much for extravagent items, or fancy homes to make me happy. I'm not that type of a person by any stretch... It's all meant to be for the best, right? Hopefully get my degree in nursing, work at the children's hospital, start a family, get married, so on so forth. I know my goals wont exactly be how I imagine them, but fact is, I know I have a wonderful support system. There is a church about a quarter mile away from the house, so at least I can make an effort to go again on my own terms. I do miss going to church, and now with the whole moving, and not being able to see Troy as often as I like...church, gym, and school will have to be my distractions. I do feel like I have fallen in love all over again, but every relationship has its bumps and bruises, just up to you how to deal with them. I know for whatever reason in my heart, I'm going to marry that kid. I guess the fact that I have faith in my present, and future life with him that nothing else seems to matter anymore. If I am getting my hopes up, thats something I will have to deal with later but as of right now, I know my feelings today. But Lord knows, I need a hug today, too many tears. Ugh. At least my heart is in the Ferry, hehe.



How does Isa-bella Sah-binah sound?
(Isabella Sabine)

*giggles!*

I love you baby.